Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
What the hell happened to me I've become such a mess I'm a walking disaster On a road full of stress You got all that you wanted You got the good part of me And I'm getting kind of dizzy From this crazy disease
So get me a doctor I need a repair I'm pushing my limits And pulling out my hair
And it's all because of you I just run into walls and trip over my shoes I get up, I fall down, every time you come around I'm not cool It's all because of you It's all because of you
You've got me spinning like a record That's already worn out And I'm kicking and I'm screaming And repeating myself I gotta hold myself together and not fall apart If it's gonna be forever tell me where do I start
So send me a signal Up in the air You're pushing my buttons I'm pulling out my hair
And it's all because of you I just run into walls and trip over my shoes I get up, I fall down, every time you come around I'm not cool It's all because of you
I can't help it Can't stop it I know it's all your fault But I like it and you love me Yeah yeah yeah
It's all because of you I just run into walls and trip over my shoes I get up, I fall down, every time you come around I'm not cool It's all because and it's all because of you I just run into walls and trip over my shoes I get up, I fall down, every time you come around I'm not cool It's all because of you It's all because of you
huah mengakhiri malam ini gue tutp dengan lagu puffy - All Because of You, mata gue udh nagtuk nihhhh lagian udh gada temen buat online, yaudaaaaah see you tomorrow ya kalo sempet gue posting lg deh.. babaaaaaay :-*
I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me I wanna touch and hold you forever But you’re still in my dream And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life But I still have a time to break a silence When you love someone just be brave to say that you want him to be with you when you hold your love don’t ever let it go or you will loose your chance to make your dreams come true... I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello” And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life When you love someone just be brave to say that you want him to be with you when you hold your love don’t ever let it go or you will loose your chance to make your dreams come true... And I never thought that I’m so strong I stuck on you and wait so long but when love comes it can’t be wrong Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want Cause love will find the way.... When you love someone just be brave to say that you want him to be with you when you hold your love don’t ever let it go or you will loose your chance to make your dreams come true...
oh gooooooooood, i like this night, ditemani laptop hitamku yg agak rese dan modem mobi-ku yg suka disconnect tiba2, dengan Facebook dan Y! Messenger with dewi, gue abisin nih malem dengan nyari lyrics lagu yg lagi gue banget.. oooh i feel so tired, huh sialan lah masa lalu gue bikin gue ancur kea gini zzzzz i hate that!
gue benci kalo gue kalah! hell yeah, gue memang egois, dikala apapun gue harus menang apapun caranya! dikala gue kalah pun gue harus menang :P gue paling gabisa liat gue dikalahin orang lain (padahal gue emg sering bgt dikalahin org) haha oke gue pikir gue bakal jelasin semua kemenangan gue yg tertunda dalam hal lovelife (zzzzz oh no, my blog is so full of love story) haha you know gue gakan cerita ttg penyesalan gue yg selalu jd topik hangat gue akhir2 ini mweheheheh gue kalah sama dua orang saingan gue, lets check this ouuuut! 1. dia ini jadi musuh terbesar gue wesss hahaha gue kirang suka sama dia, cz dia 'merasa bangga' setelah dapetin (kita samarkan jadi A), mungkin dia pikir gue bakal nyerah? hey girl, you must know, i'm never give up! selagi gue bisa gue bakal terus mencoba! gue ga pernah takut buat nyoba, sampe gue dapet sesuatu yg baru yg lebih baik buat gue coba, oke jadi jgn lo pikir gue bakal dengan mudah ngelepas dia buat lo, mwahahaha sorry ya gue memang kayak gini.. sekalipun lo ngga nyari masalah sama gue, gue yg bakal nyari masalah sama lo. haha inilah gue, please berteman baik sm gue, jgn pernah usik kehidupan gue. gue ga akan takut sm lo, sekalipun ntar A yg hadepin gue. hello baby, you know gue yg buat A jadi kayak sekarang, gue punya too much memories sm A, gue tau A juga punya hati buat gue. hehehe jd curhat gini aah :P last, gue sangat ga suka lo banyak gaya di dpn gue, hey baby hadepin gue tanpa bawa2 A, okeeeeeeeeeeee :-*
2.dia sempet jadi musuh yg tau2 dateng ke kehidupan gue yg buat semua takdir lovestory gue berbelok! like a shit maneh! hahaha :P oke jadi gini, awal hidup gue disekolah baru, gue kenal (kita samarkan jadi Z) yg kata gosip ngeceng gue *eh bukan gosip sih emg bener dia ngaku ama gw :P* sebenernya gue jg memendam perasaan sm dia, ahahaha :P tapi you know whatdefuck lah, dia jadian ama si like a shit ini! its so damnfuckinmuch errrrrrrrrrrrrrgh -,- gue udh bete bgt nih stuck lah sialan nih cewek tau2 rebut gebetan gue dan dgn mudahnya jadian, oooh its really2 like a shit! gue down abislah, tapi yaa gpp lah gue tau feels gue kali ini bener, Z bakal ttep ada buat gue disaat kapanpun.. hahah geer gw :P tp bener deeeeeeh, fells gw berkata karna gw masih 2 taun sesekolah sm dia, gue msh ada 1 setengan taun lg buat jd pendamping dia hahaha (worship):P
okedeeeeeh gue mau posting2 yg lain, hihihi dont be angry yaaa yg baca :)) i write what i wanna write, cause it is my bloooooog :-*
Seberapa pantaskah kau untuk ku tunggu, Cukup indahkah dirimu untuk selalu ku nantikan Mampukan kau hadir dalam setiap mimpi burukku Mampukah kita bertahan di saat kita jauh..
Seberapa hebat kau 'tuk ku banggakan, Cukup tangguhkah dirimu untuk selalu ku andalkan Mampukan kau bertahan dengan hidupku yang malang Sanggupkah kau menyakinkan di saat aku bimbang..
Celakanya... Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar aku tunggu, Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar memahamiku, Kau pergi dan hilang ke mana pun kau suka
Celakanya... Hanya kaulah yang pantas untuk kubanggakan, Hanya kaulah yang sanggup untuk aku andalkan, Di antara pedih aku slalu menantimu..
Seberapa hebat kau 'tuk kubanggakan, Cukup tangguhkah dirimu untuk selalu ku andalkan Mampukah kau bertahan dengan hidup ku yang malang Sanggupkah kau menyakinkan di saat aku bimbang
Mungkin kini kau t'lah menghilang tanpa jejak, Mengubur semua indah kenangan, Tapi aku slalu menunggumu di sini, Bila saja kau berubah pikiran ...
gue memang masih sangat berharap akan kehadiran dia, you know? berada di posisi gue itu sulit, i'll try to forget my past, but it's so hard to forget, why? cause our memories can't i delete from my life.. hey boy, gue tau semua ini mungkin bikin lo risih, but you must know, seberapa sakit perasaan yg lg gue rasain sekarang ini.. gue kesiksa sama perasaan sayang gue ini, gue kesiksa sama perasaan kangen gue ini, gue kesiksa sama perasaan sakit gue ini, hell yeah itu semua perasaan buat lo.. damn! gue mohon maaf buat semua perasaan gue ini, hell yes sekarang gue udh sedikit bisa relain lo, as usual gue masih sayang bgt sama lo :) thankyouu my sunrise, i just can't stop loving you !
I hope you know that I always try to be a good girl until my last breath I can't pretend the feeling for you Let me kiss you, Let me hold you Every step you take Every word you say Every game you play I'll be watching you 'caure my love for you, forever
Uhm, yes sekarang gue lagi galauuuuuuu bgt.. Gue mendambakan kehidupan gue kembali ke sebelum tanggal 23 Juni 2009, dimana gue masih hidup bahagia tanpa timbunan masalah kayak sekarang.. Gue pengen lo kembaliiiiiiiiiiiiii dear, gue pengen lo baliiik... Gue tau gue bener2 SALAH waktu itu, oke, udah berapa ratus juta kali gue nyeselin ini semuaa??? Udah berapa ribu kalimat gue bilang gue bego??? Gue harus gimana heeeeeeeeeeeyy??? Gue juga gak tau harus gimana!!! Perasaan gue sekarang : Stuck, galau, bingung, stressed out, aaaahh udh gapunya semangat lagi... Gue ga tau harus ngapain, you know tiap hari gue nangis dan teriak di dalem hati kalo gue pengen balik kayak dulu!? Tapi peluang buat itu dikit bangeeeeeeeeeett, gue tau lo udah Taken, gue juga gatau perasaan lo ke gue sekarang kayak gimana, ya entah ilfeel lah, bosen lah, ato mungkin lo udah gapernah ngganggep gue ada!? OHGOOOOOOOD, sampein ke dia, AKU MASIH SAYANG, AKU TAMBAH SAYANG please lo jangan liat janji gue, gausah lo inget yg dulu, lo liat aja 'rasa gue ke elo' sekarang, gue mohoooooon :((
Sebenernya gue ga mau ngehancurin hubungan kalian, gue pengen kita balikan disaat gue dan lo memang not in a relationship sama siapapun, tapi kapan??? Gue ga kuat lagi nahan perasaan gue.. Aaaaaaaaarrghh -.-
Gue coba buka lembaran baru, kehidupan baru, tapi perasaan gue ga bisa dibohongin, sayang gue masih buat lo, dan mungkin bakal terus buat lo..
Buat pacar lo, maaf bgt gue ga pernah bermaksud ngerebut lo dari dia, gue tau kalian mungkin udah saling sayang, gue ga mau nyakitin kalian berdua, TAPI GUE LEBIH GAMAU NYAKITIN PERASAAN GUE SENDIRI ya Allah gue bingung harus gimana, gue bener2 belum rela kalian jadian karena gue msh sayang lo, gue ga bisa nunggu karena gue ga tau kapan kalian pisah, tapi gue lebih ga bisa ngelupain lo dan pergi dari lo, gue harap keputusan gue buat stay in love dan mencoba membuka hati buat yg lain ini bener, gue sayang lo, gue pengen kita kayak dulu lagi.. DAN GUE HARAP LO BACA POSTINGAN INI KARENA CUMA DISINI GUE BISA NYERITAIN SEMUANYA... :((
Rossa - Tega Menjelang hari bahagiamu kau tak pernah tau aku bersedih kau lupakan semua kenangan lalu lalu kau campakkan begitu saja Tega.....
AKU TAU DIRIMU KINI TELAH ADA YANG MEMILIKI TAPI BAGAIMANAKAH DENGAN DIRIKU, TAMUNGKIN KU SANGGUP UNTUK KEHILANGAN DIRIMU aku tau bukan saatnya tuk mengharap cintamu lagi tapi bagaimanakah dengan hatiku tak mungkin ku sanggup hidup begini tanpa cintamu...
Tak ingatkah kau dulu pernah berjanji bahagiakan aku selamanya Tak berartikah cinta kita yang lalu hingga kau bersama dengan dirinya Tega......
Maafin aku yah dulu udah nyianyiain kamu, Aku sayang kamu... B --
